So, it is.

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Big house, big life, housework housewife.
Make it all be right.
Ends meet, barely. Time flies, just breathe.
Love my family.
Coffee, to live. Music, to give.
Finding I’m captive.
Mother, mentor. Teaching, go, go.
So much high hope
Full days, full nights. Budget so tight.
There’s no right fight.
Wife and best friend. Gardens to tend.
Balance and blend.
Calling, purpose. Always worth it.
Jesus loves me this I know.

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